I discovered that...

there i sat on the windowsill,

with moist eyes and expressionless face,


gazing gloomily at the dark sky which roared,
and made itself more frightening, after lightning,


'are the stars really happy that glitter,
or having feelings very bitter,


is that moon just fake,
or is really for our sake..?',


as tears fell from  mys eyes,
so from the skies,
with my conscience stricken,


i discovered that,
meaning of life is to live merry,
and let others live cherry,


whether the stars and moon are delighted or not,
they have to show elation,
for our gratification,


i discovered that,
meaning of life is to live for others,


i discovered that,
meaning of life is to make life meaningful...

eid before eid...

yeah YOU, you 'beauty parlor people', you always celebrate your Eid before Eid, with high sums of money flowing in ;) ...anyways, had been to beauty parlor just this morning <not to make myself extra-artificial>, don't think of me to be a 'typical' girl, but to get the usual done: waxing and removing split ends.

Mama and i made as quickly as possible to the parlor, so that we didn't have to wait long for our turn yet, we had to for half of the staff hadn't arrived! Oh well, i'm not going to tell you how i got my waxing done, how did mama got her facial done and blah blah...

When i got done with what i wanted, i chose a corner to stand <for there was no room to place your butts!> and wait for mama's facial to end. I, actually was scrutinizing every lady, how desperate they were to get 'everything' done, how keen they were to hide their natural look! ...anyways, parlor was soon overflowing with ladies some getting haircut, some mehndi (henna), some facial, some waxing, some threading, some this, some that and others waiting...! 


...even after spending loooonnngg hours, ladies to me, look all the same as they looked before getting anything done :p <sorry but i really do think so>...c'mon why do you need to hide or alter something that's given by God? ..at least, He knows what's better for you than your ownself! <and here, i criticize myself too, why in heaven's name do i need waxing!>


...the funniest part, when i laughed to myself was when i caught the glimpse of a kid<boy> sitting among ladies, with his chin resting on his hand, eyes wide open...and his face, an outlet to the expression: 'what the hell am i doing among these hooligans?' ;)


Oh mama's here, she done with her facial, let's leave... and we got out of that chaotic world leaving behind them chattering and blabbering...and arguing...
                                                                        
                                                                  

Here I am...

...n i'm a blogger...finally.! :) had been involved in poetry and writing stuff since a few years back...don't know what plunged me into all this but seriously, i started loving it since the very day i dived into this business!


Came up with my first poem..umm...at age of thirteen or fourteen <as deep as my mind can rummage the memory> ...and ever since then blurting out my mind via my pen feels to me some kind of therapy/remedy/cure to kick away strain/depression/aggression/frustration...


To display my words...i got know <no doubt> an excellent website Hubpages <one of my teachers guided me to it> ...have been a member <not an active one> of Hubpages world since two years...

...and now, i'm here...! :D just started working on my blog from last night...and believe me, i have been so, so, so much involved in it that i'm glued to my chair since 2:30 p.m <and now it's 9 p.m> , hoping from blog to blog, posting new items, commenting, following fellow bloggers and putting in all efforts to make my blog look more and more presentable...this is just so damn addictive and obsessive....!


precisely, i'm kinda loving it :D ...hope to keep on blogging =)

gloom...nothing to bloom

Gloom, nothing to bloom,when mind so tensed,

when grudges so intense,

Depression,only aggression ,when it's so hard to breathe,

when frustration seethe,

Despair,nothing to repair,when dreams smashed,

when inner voice bashed,

Fright,nothing so bright,when hopes fell,

when thoughts pell-mell

Oh autumn of my heart, depart,let's get apart,let in the spring,

with a new swing,

drug of yours...

There...in the air,

I can see the smoke,

smoke, of your promises,

that now diffuses,

here... in my eyes,

is a flood of tears,

tears, of blood

that now crawl down my cheek,

there...in my memories,

I can sense a love,

love, dressed in scarlet,

that now fades away,

here...in my chest,

is a heart,

a heart, of wax,

that now burns,

there...in your talks, 

was a magic,

a magic, mesmerizing me,

that only took me in,

here...in my skull,

is a brain,

a brain, smart enough,

that now freaks out,

ohh...in my blood,

runs the drug,

drug, of yours,

that now poisons my soul,

ohh...in your arms,

I want to die,

die, with peace,

this was once my wish...!

Be a candle

Held in soft clasp of my fingers, the burning candle lightened up the dark, gloomy room, as soon as I stepped at its threshold. Within a matter of seconds, I could make out my way, I was able to see my stuff around and was even able to manage them, I could easily behold my mom's shimmering face and faintly gleaming lips that were ready to pass a command for me.The fine rays of flickering, dancing fire at the head of the candle so calmly gave its light to brighten the room and aided me.

diminishing and diminishing as if a moon waning

My eyes fell on the little candle, which by then, I had placed on the table. The candle was diminishing and diminishing as if a moon waning. It would say good bye in a few minutes and as it would die out, the room will sunk back again in its obscurity. However, it would be remembered for its beneficence and perhaps it was contented to pass away after pleasing and helping others.

be a candle

It was just then, when the thought hit my head...'why can't we humans be a candle...why can't we share our light to enlighten the world...why can't we or why don't we assist others just as this candle...why can't we help others to reform...why can't we put aside our personal gains and work for a better society, better country and a better world unitedly'

The thing which can definitely bring about a change in this world is helping the humans and the humanity. Stretch your hand out for others, spread your rays, shine brightly and die peacefully...in short, 'be a candle.'